Let Me Present You , The Story Of My Life .

This song called " Losing It " , sang by Christopher Drew Ingle from the band , NeverShoutNever ! Its been a long time that i dint listen to this song , i lovee this song so much . The lyrics is exactly what happen to me now , listen to it , and you'll understand . :) BTW , Love you chris ! <3

Fucking Useless

hmm . its hard to say this . but . yeah . i like THEM BOTH . Its just that ! when i break up with them , so suddenly they started to pay attention to me ! WTF ? yeah , im talking about you and her . wakaka . i still dont have the guts to say their name here . i mean type . argggh . im so frustrated ! but . . i really dont wanna lose sela . fuck it . i already says her name . gosh ! i've been cursing a lot today . its not good for my health . LMAO .i dont know . i just dont wanna regret anything that i do . its like these quotes .

i dont know whats right and whats wrong anymore . all i have to do now is , keep it all to myself . it hurts ! argggh . i dont know why im acting like this . im soo childish . mother F ! im sooo fucked up .  TT^TT . but a long time ago . both of them kinda ignores me . should i do the same to them now ? maybe i should , maybe i shouldn't . but im not that mean to do that . not ilke them, wahaha . im a good person . seh ! wakaka . actually . its been a hard time for me . everyone kinda like , always look for me . its not fun ! i only want one person ! hmm . right now , i dont want anyone anymore . its better that i keep on learning how to strum a guitar than worrying about someones feelings , although , they never cared about mine . fucking annoying ! geesh .. from right now on , i will be enjoying my life and all im gonna cared about is my friends , my family and my guitar . i mean , my brother's guitar . hmmp.

Ini akan terjadi apabila saiya punya mood emo2 ckit ..

pagi2 sua sy emo2 ne . wakakaka !

The Hair I wanted So Bad ..

OMG ! I love this hair so much .

Even though i dont really like bright colours ,

but this hair has totally stole my heart ! Awwwwwe,

I think i have to wait another year to get this hair , well , 

I have to say goodbye to my black hair for another year ,

Arrrgghhh, kinda sad .

Fucked up .

I know something is wrong , i had a hunch about it .
Well , whats gonna happen next , just let it happen .
But i admit it , i am sooo fucked up , and because of it ,
im in a really really bad mood . I swear , i could punch an innocent person
when im in a bad mood . This is just irritating , fucking annoying . This is crap !
Argggh ! I've never been so pissed like this ever before !

Susah !

Saiya buat ini , salah , saiya buat itu , salah .
Adui ! Apa la kunun yg betul ne ?
Sengsara saiya taw .
Adui ~ Saiya syg c sela ! Nah .. Tekeluar sda .
Eeeh , nda lama saiya c butak la kepala ne .
Susah tul bepikir . Paling2 pun saiya tulis sni d blog jak .
Mcm palui saiya rsa , tpi ..
Pa leh wt .
ahahah . Yeeehaaa ! itu jak larr .

Stomach ache !

Shits ! Arrggh , its been so long that i have this stomach ache , but i dint tell anyone , i've lost my appetite , im feeling like vomiting right after i eat ! This is so critical , maybe i should see the doctor , but i am lazy enough to do that . Ugh , hope i'll get better soon .